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Anyway, during batam, i was thinking how i have lost my drive for things that i was really passionate about. This sparked off as i was reading saved text messages, those really sweet kinds from my friends.

4H last year, was my favourite class, and as their chairperson, i worked really hard to keep the class in order, keep the class bonded, making sure there were outings and all. It was my passion to serve them, honestly (and to boss them around teehee), but right now, i'm so sick of organising things for everyone, even 4H. I'm just leaving it to the rest to organise already. And i'm not even close to 4H anymore :( It's just not like before. But what to do? My busy hectic life with NCC -sighs-

Also, the current chairperson for 5I, i'm not even putting in effort for them to organise things man. I'm just doing what is needed of me, i don't even strive to serve them well. I'm like a bad example in class too (LOLLOL) -sighs-

Delta too, i've like given up on them already, just staying closer to a few people, that's all. The rest.. some i don't even say hi to them when i see them in school. What were the 4 years together for? :(

AYLC, being a facilitator, being a facs comm. head. I used to kind of like being a family head - a facilitator that is, but i've lost my passion, i don't even like to face participants now, for the fear of being not good enough, and i just.. don't feel like it anymore. I also feel too old for it (LOL). Being a facs comm. member/head, i really liked that job, i didn't have to have direct interactions with the participants, but the facilitators instead. I used to love all of my facilitators, appreciate and thank them genuinely. I used to care for them as though they were my little precious kids, but right now, i seem to not give a damn anymore. But, i still miss those times, being their "mum". I really loved it, seeing how they grow, how they were appreciated.

I have no idea why, these things just seem unimportant to me already.

:(